everyone who comes home says...............

you should be very happy your daddy passed away on a nice day.

how does it make everything ok and easier?

dad's no more............. i am missing him like crazy....... i didn't realise he was such an important part of me. when i was growing up, dad was my hero. when i got married i began to realise how much mom and given up and sacrificed.....then she became my ideal........i started to notice that dad wasn't perfect...........he had lot of flaws. i started siding mom.......i supported her in everything she did and wanted to do........tried to make life easier for her.............and realised that dad was being difficult......

today when he is no more ....... and when i am weighing his flaws with his strength....his strengths seem to weigh heavier. he was a great guy....everyone who called up to convey their condolences had some sweet story to tell about him. how he helped them in some way or the other................

i have been a good daughter............so i am satisfied

i just hope he is reading this from heaven:)

i have never told him how much i love him............

one thing i know.............

how much ever i side my mother i will always be my dad's girl:)

Praveen's appa said something very nice .....
"there are only four truths in this world........"


Mother ......
Sun.....
Life....
and
Death.....






The supreme irony of life is that hardly anyone gets out of it alive.
Robert Heinlein (1907 - 1988), "Job", 1984

........ i quoted something today
HUMILIATION IS A STATE OF MIND

this is something that i have always felt.




p.s. i hope it's original;-)

.... when you just start to think everything's going right ..... something bad surely pops up.
Wonder why???

Today while surfing the net I found this
Funny isn't it? :D

I almost forgot ............

I love waking up early in the morning...
I love to dream...
I love the smell of first rain...
I love children making a mess...
I love to scribble something once a while...
I love having ice cream in pouring rain...
I love the smell of wet mud...
I love to gossip once a while...
I love music...
I love silence...
I love my independence...
I love a clean house...
I love going for a walk...
I love winters...
I love my morning tea hot...
I love making friends...
I love to read...
and
the taste to mom's sambhaar




"There is more treasure in books than in all the pirate's loot on Treasure Island ... and best of all, you can enjoy these riches everyday of your life."
--Walt Disney